waiting.

for: tubes to come out, surgeons to visit, meds to be dripped, sweating to stop, fevers to lift, fluids to clear and so so much more. really wanting to be waiting for: lightness to return. sunny backyards, the quiet of home. wearing down.

appendix blues...

  what happens when an appendix bursts? lots of pain and bad things. My son is feeling terrible. I am feeling like I can't take anymore but I can because I have to. time to circle the wagon and keep my chin up. carrying on...

hard to say goodbye

  18 years is a long time. This sweet girl was my constant companion through so many different phases of my life. I feel an emptiness that is hard to explain.

  Goodbye sweet Ember, magic kitty, friend through the ages. Oh how we will all miss you.

so much love...